Today she msn me in sudden..saying i didnt talk to her.. I dun think she knows why I didnt..I have to act strong.. act so tough that she was the one with problem.. but i lose it...
I dont know how to continue with my life.. Here im sitting comfortably in office..earning that small pay.. there..i have to make decision to leave..cos my dad's shop left only 2 years and they will be out of job and i have to support my family..Its not easy..but only if she can see what i am going through..
She said she cried last week cos she dun feel the love anymore.. But im happy at least she now slowly losing her love to me.. so she can find someone better.. But she doesnt know how hurt I am inside for losing everything I ever love..
Perharps she will find someone one day..
Today is the last time I'm chatting with her as BF.. no longer she will be..she will soon find someone new.. someone whom loves me more than I do.. someone who cherish her..at least..someone who can support her financially..
Why my life has to be so difficult.. I cried almost everynight thinking about my life... But i have to do something about it.. Im trying..and tried very hard.. I just hope God would one day, give me a chance to stand up.. Even I am standing now..alone.. without someone who loves me..
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